precious moment ❤

2011-02-02T01:57:00.002+08:00

hi baby. just wanted to wish you happy 2oth birthday thou the celebration is very simple. hope you really enjoy yourself:)))
Lastly, iloveyou, Goodnight.

Love doesn't exist anymore

2011-01-18T08:21:00.002+08:00

you know your guy doesn't feel the same way about you anymore

when he doesn't kiss you passionately anymore
like when he first met you

when he doesn't check if you are home safe and sound anymore

when he doesn't bother to let you know where he is and if he is safely home

when he does not keep up to the promises made
and everything goes down the drain

when he loses his patience very easily towards you

when he is afraid of you looking through his computer

when he doesn't talk to you first on msn
or want to skype with you eagerly anymore

when you ask if he wants to marry you or not
he hesitates
asks why you choose pattern
and in a very buay kum wan tone
'ya la ya la'

when it happens
you would be as lost as a little lamb

somehow deep in your heart
you know it might not be happily ever after

2009-11-20T03:55:00.001+08:00

longg way to go; weet):

2009-11-20T03:45:00.002+08:00

i loves you i loves you i loves you i loves you i loves you i loves you i loves you i loves you i loves you; till

2009-10-27T14:53:00.000+08:00

its seems different from what im seeing & feeling):

2009-10-27T00:07:00.001+08:00

myspace layouts

2009-10-14T02:46:00.004+08:00

why everytimes ue go out wib your friends ue must go home so late? end up im still stupid enough to wait for ue. damn

2009-10-02T21:00:00.003+08:00

The sweetest feeling you gave me(: T♥

idiots you

2009-10-02T03:03:00.003+08:00

TRAVIS ANG MAKE MI ANGRY TODAE. HE SUPPOSE TO MEET MI GO SEE DENTAL ON THUR 1 OCT AT 12PM BUT HE SLEPT TILL 6PM DEN WAKEUP. he damn good lur dua me. end up mummy pei mi go(: yeah! at least i'm not alone hahahahs. den travis ang wakeup lers sae he come find me eat dinner. but f you wad time you reach my here. its alrdy bloody 8pm liaos. i wait till i super hungry den i don wait ue liaos i ate at home. ate mummy cook e chicken rice. mummy's cook de chicken rice super nice. 5 thumb up(: afterdats pei travis ang eat his bloody dinner at lot1 wib miao and her fling den home sweet home. bye b!

2009-09-29T02:23:00.000+08:00

TRAVIS ANG CHEE SENG UE THIS CBK. THOU UE SO CB I STILL LOVES YOU LOADS(:

2009-04-02T00:18:00.002+08:00

MAY GOD BLESS YOU

PS: misses ue badly)):

2009-02-28T19:05:00.004+08:00

soo long nv update lers lurhs. just change maa blogskin. swee anot? loads of hardworks nehs. yawnn, soo boring at home. nobody peii mii talk rubbish sing song ;( bb oso dunno die till where liaos, ytd tell mii go benny HSE study, todae slept till e sun wan to set liaos den wake up. ue this lile fat pig~ liddats ue study sai ahs. ehs. tink ue oso wont pass wib flying colour de lurhs~ iie confirm chop chop, hahahahs. anw miss ue bb; tata

2008-10-07T12:14:00.003+08:00

Bad dream had been haunting mii. iie didnt noe where to turn to. seems somehow cant forget ue. afterall dats we had been through. i'll be ok. iie gotta smile cos iie deserve too. YES iie do.

2008-10-07T12:11:00.003+08:00

JELLY IS A HOOKER . LMAOS . she always wear low cut, mini skirt till cannot mini . OMG . dunno wad she trying to show off her boots or watever shits . so low - class of her . cannot maintain herself . pity her ):

NO mood for work

2008-09-08T11:49:00.000+08:00

its seems ................................ !! speechless .

2008-09-07T22:58:00.002+08:00

BORING DAY!!

2008-07-19T18:02:00.014+08:00

pictures taken in MAC & baby changing room . retarted mii

2008-07-18T17:36:00.002+08:00

finally CHANGE maa blogskin . but not fully done . will complete its at nights . maa eyes need to take some rests. & iie spent maa bloody long hours figuring out how to do this and that . but still cant figure out ;( anw iie will try to figure during nights time . now its time to ply MS ;D

2008-01-29T18:59:00.000+08:00

ohh, fcuk maa. iie so freaking bored!
iie have been spending most of maa time infornt of the stupid computer like a stupid nerdy doing some nosense surfing lols.
ohh, wish baby darling faster finish work
&& pei mii chit-chat over the phone. hahas.
but sadly, need to wait till 11.
somemore baby will be working tomorow again :(
bloodly wish he had more time spent with mii.
tsk tsk, got to go off now! maa 7pm show start lers. byebye
smoothieloves

2008-01-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

happiness is something dat iie see, and see alone.
love is something that iie have, but could not feel.
smile is something dat iie have, just to kill for the moments.
every lonely moments kept mii thinking, will iie make it or not , its killing mi tender.

2008-01-09T01:57:00.000+08:00

will we last?
yes, iie gotten myself emo once again.
everytime iie dont feel any secure, just like iie am gonna lose someone again.
i'm so beat, really really very tired.
iie always plan for e future alots but finds its very painful when things dont go as planned.
iie reali want to know how ue feel, please express yr feeling to mii.

make mii feel no doubts pls

2008-01-08T01:29:00.000+08:00

who am iie to ue?
iie swear iie never felt so wasted in my life.
its like iie dont know what's going on.
iie cant control my emotions, mind, life neither to sae my future.
its all coke up inside mii.
no matter how much iie wish iie could spill it all out, i can't.
how i wish not to put a bravefront but i just always do.
iie've millions things to say but to who .
iie need to find a exit .
its's like the older ii become the harder to express it all out.

2007-12-26T18:22:00.000+08:00

from time to time ii still ponder , from time ii still wonder . was it ue or ue wasnt even there at all . ii still hope that it will still be ue . finally ii realise , ue are so much more . so much love that got away . more of wad if ue ask , somethings ue will never see . ii could run , hide and scream . but ii could never stop . it just killing mii so tender and its just get deeper and deeper on . ii never knew , ii knew my strength but not my stop .

2007-12-25T13:44:00.000+08:00

too many things had happened . ii reali dunno wad ii can do or sae . its seem wad ii do or sae nv touched yr heart at all . mayb yr feeling towards mii alrdy totally faith & its cant turn back anymore . but at least can ue teach mii how not to love ue anymore .

my christmas wish is ii hope ii can be wib ue again .

can ue granted my wish ?

2007-12-19T00:49:00.000+08:00

all the hate , all the lost and all that sorrow ue give mii will remain in my heart . its just nice for now . let the faith , the trust , the lost love rest for a moment . iim just turning my backs thats all . somehow ii will regret , ii noe ii will . but ii will be strong . minimun hours of sleeps are killing mii so tender . how much water there are in my eyes & those air thats stuck in my heart . moreover ue will never noe . ii have nothing more to sae . speechless . goodbye & nights .

2007-11-17T03:22:00.000+08:00

iim sorry .

reali uber sorry)):

cheer up kay((:

2007-11-16T02:34:00.000+08:00

ehhs . boy ; ii missing ue lots . must miss mii too kay ((:
bedtimes . BYEBYE .
nites ppls .

2007-11-07T01:56:00.000+08:00

freaking bloody moody . not in e good mood)): but ii will try to cheer up & entertain myself . hees . tml having test at 8 . gosh!! need to wake up fooking early at 6 . ohh ppls ue can go buy 4D or toto . ii give ue numbers . LOL . cos ue will seldom see mii wake up at 6 . muahaas .
bedtimes ; nites ppls
loves((:

2007-11-01T16:45:00.000+08:00

BORED! rot e whole day at home . parents all out even my small bro . dunno when they will be back . gosh! lazy go down buy dinner . so wait for my bro buy for mii . hees . but hope he wont take too long . ii will starve to death . arghh! reali super duper uber bored . tink go back to my lalala land better . at least can kill time ;ppppppp lols .
ltr den update again ; BYEBYE

2007-10-31T02:32:00.000+08:00

finally done my blog . satisfy wib its . lols . need to go so many troubles looking for new skin . so freaking tired now . stupid shushu again lers hors . always slp first lers wont tell mii de . bite ue ahh . arghh! lols .
bedtime . nites everyone!
boy ; iimissue lots((:

2007-10-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

todae weather freaking hot . perspire till nobody business . OMG! den jelly wan go book hotel cos she not feeling well . she havng fever . girl must take good care of yrself kay . ii miss schday morning lesson . quite long nv go lers . tml try to wake up on time ;ppppp todae will turn in early cos iim so tired . stand e whole days sia . legs pain)): gonna remove my makeup now . will stop here den . misses all guys

iimsorry to let ue worries!

next time meet ue gif kiss kay((: *mwuackss*

2007-10-28T05:02:00.000+08:00

我们的距离有那么多时空挑战着执著

你的幸福平静美丽的生活

我不敢去打破

天使也笑我爱你爱得太傻

最后被爱惩罚

古堡里爱情的神话荒谬的像笑话

天使也笑我爱你爱得太傻傻得还是放不下

每时每刻每分每秒的牵挂躲在爱情的角落渐渐升华

2007-10-19T19:02:00.000+08:00

todae freaking boring sia . slp e whole day . abt 1plus wake up nagging mummy ask mii to wake up eat . ii was dreaming dreaming dreaming in my lalala lands . disturb my slp . SAD)): but after eating . iim intending to slp again so its okay . lols . ii was half watching X-men & half eating mummy cook for mii e meal . hees . after watching finish my X-men . was abt to go back to my lalala lands . stupid miao cor mii tell mii she wan come my hse . WTH . at first ii dun wan cos ii freaking tired . wan to hab some enuff slp . but last ii still let her come cos iim her good daughter . bleaa bleaa . lols . she request mii to pei her go find her so cor sweetheart . aii sehh . dun wan old one lerss ahhs wan new one de uhhs . LOL . STOP HERE .
iim tired . miss dearie lots . iiloveue

2007-10-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

miao cheap cheap de . buy one cheap cheap cake gif jess . lols . so sincere of her . muhaas . anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY to jess . SMILE more kay((: hees . MISSES lots .

2007-10-11T03:42:00.000+08:00

WEE . so sweet of him . thanks! . ii loves it lots((:

2007-10-10T02:27:00.000+08:00

damn boring rite now . dunno wad to do . but will slp early tonight cos im tired . just quarrel wib HIM . alwys make mii boiling . but he just can heck care . WTH .

2007-10-05T01:26:00.000+08:00

lols . so ugly of mii taking pic wib him . ii laugh till nobody business . haas .

iloveu . misses ue .

2007-10-04T12:23:00.000+08:00

go to e so cor "raffles country club" to work . miao tell mii e so cor "raffles country club" at raffles there . but end up near e tuas there . gosh!! need to take train to boon lay den change bus 182 . somemore e bus no air-con)): e weather damn hot de ue noe!! inside e bus . we eat our MAC breakfast((: after a few stops . get down from e bus . e country club is opp us while we still at e somehw is a express way or watever roads . we need to wait for no cars . faster ran across and den over e stupid fence . e stupid fence scratch my beautiful legs)): lols . and so many idiots lorries horn us . so shy of us . haas . they should be mumble to themselves why we crazy ahh . wan to die early issit . lols . anyway e weather nowadays is very e hot . so guys better drink more waters . kay .

ii miss baobei lots(:

2007-10-02T01:51:00.000+08:00

wear dress to my cher wedding(: took some pic wib her but choose this two onli . cos others is too ugly . lols . STOP HERE!!

ii miss ue ;

2007-10-01T02:02:00.000+08:00

i freaking moody todae . its happen so sudden . also dunno why . hais . CONFUSED . IRRITATED .

2007-09-30T02:22:00.000+08:00

took wib her at vivo babysitter there . we both acting EMO . haas ((:

todae a bad day for mii . tot of happily buy a set meal ljs for myself . but ii trip over my coke . coke drip inside my ljs . oh gosh! need to buy another set for myself again)): arghh . reQ again . need to wait . so angry of myself why am ii so clumsy . but ii tink ii not dat clumsy . cos gt one waitress . take tray also dunno hw to take . take until so unstable . wa liew . make my bag dirty . hate ppls make dirty my bag . by dats time ii reali boiling hot but ii try to control cos baby dun lyk mii to scold **** in public . so ii talk to myself . ii can control my temper((: and ii did its . haas .

2007-09-29T14:14:00.000+08:00

habb ii ask for too much . ii just wan to be happy with ue each & everyday . ii dun wish just a little mistakes will cause both of us unhappy . my heart shatt . tears shed . will ue even noe or care ? ii just wish ue will tender care & concern mii more . its dats so difficult for ue .

2007-09-28T14:09:00.000+08:00

ytd damn unhappy . ii so good wan go find him . cos ii miss him lots . but he DUN WAN . ask mii go home early to be good girl )): ii freaking angry . anyway ytd my attitude to ue is not good . im sorry .

2007-09-25T18:10:00.000+08:00

headache):

its so painful , update ltr den .

misses all guys .

2007-08-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

todae just a normal dae . went to sch for my test . OHMAN . gonna fail my test ) : after my test . went to wait for jelly . wait at least 2 hours . reali cant stand . always make mii wait for her . idiotic sia . after waiting for her went to white sand shopping centre to meet ee wen . went there for dinner . slack abit at mac . den go to tm to take neoprints . hees . but e outcome is so sux . hate its . jelly alwys choose pic dat she is pretty . yuck!!! . LOL . after finish taking our neoprint we find somewhere to sit down and slack till arnd 9 plus . ee wen and jelly take bus so ii go take my train .OH . its a long journey for mii . tm to cck . sit until my back pain ) : lols . ii gonna stop here . its a tiring dae for mii so gonna turn in early . baby , ii loves ue lots .

2007-08-21T01:12:00.000+08:00

LOL . her face is so funni . reali cant stand its . wil make mii laugh . haaas . ( :

2007-08-20T23:08:00.000+08:00

Hate e way ue treat mii .

its okay !

ii will try contol my temper .

even thou sometimes ii cant .

2007-06-22T00:06:00.000+08:00

took pics wib her inside e toilet . haas . she sae she look nice in dat pic . LOL .

2007-06-09T00:44:00.000+08:00

ii reali dunno why my attitude towards ue were cold . mayb ii nort happy wib ue for nort coming find mii . and ii wan to protest of ue keep saeing mii . "ii keep on watching drama and nv care abt ue" . ii keep on watching drama so . ii also let ue play yr dota wad . wait ltr if ii dun let ue play . ue may sae ii control ue too much or wad . ue may sae partly its my fault of neglecting ue . so ii seriously sae ii 'm sorry . k . if we still continue like dat . ii tink ii reali hab nothing to sae . cos ii tink its no hope . ii tink we reali need to learnt how to give in . in-order to avoid argument . and pls stop throwing anger on mii . ii hate its . its reali irritated mii . and one more things . ii hope ue will give in more cos ii lurve being procrastinated .

2007-06-08T18:26:00.000+08:00

hees . take wib her while waiting for jelly . lols . LURVE her lots . muackiies

2007-05-28T19:45:00.000+08:00

ii dunno wad shld be done or not .

take a step forwards or backs .

ii reali dunno .

2007-05-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

FEEL SO SICK .

~~its better to let go~~ .

TIRED .

2007-05-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

todae dunno why sudden eyes pain sia . tink is my contact lens not cleans ba . eyes so RED and PAINFUL . sob sob . so nv go sch again . but went to watch movie wib my jelly . lols . watch 28 week later . OH GOSH !!! . e show is damn horror . m18 lehs . anyway ii cant watch de . my birthday haben over yet . blea . haas . my fren bluff e counter ppl dat our birthday over lers cos our card there nv stated our birthday . hees . so he blur blur e give us ticket . lols . den we bought lover's combo . and den faster sneaked in . haas . to mii e show is damn scary sia . my heart keep pounding very fast cos some sence scared mii lots . LOL . ii cover my eyes wib both hands . den when's one parts a ger looking out of e window . a zombie POP out frm no-where . ii been shocked . den dunno why my hands go touch my fren's breast . LOL . den ii tio scolded by her . haas . anyway ii regret watching e show . cos ii scared ii will hab NIGHTMARE . blea . sians .

2007-05-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

ii promise ue if ii can change . ii'll change . but ue need to give mii some times . hope ya gt some paitents in mii . anyway thanks for everythings .

2007-05-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

eh . todae nv go sch . too tired lers . slp until 11 plus . haas . stupid jelly keep fan mii . keep flood my phone . but sweetly ii change to silent mode but still no peace . she noe my hse no . she phone and my mummy ans . ue noe wad she TOLD my mummy . "eh , why yr daughter todae nv come sch" . nbcb sia she . hais . finally mii wake up lers . she told mii she no-where to go so come my hse find mii . so idiots . no-where to go den come find mii . lols . but pity her . frm bedok to cck . quite far . she alwys complain "ii sit until backside pain" . LOL .

den she and elaine reach arnd 2 plus . den come my hse use com . use friendster , msn , surf-net . so its quite boring . haas . jelly use my msn acc talk crap wib my frens ESP wib guan ning . lols . sae he luff very cute . nv luff very handsome . LOL . dunno she talking crap or serious . lols . but is indeed . haas . they at my hse eat dinner too . lols . jelly eat so little . but she complain she FULL liao . her appetite so small . hees . soon they went home lers . anyways its quite fun todae . haas .

ii MISS ue .
hope when e times ii need ue . ue will beside mii .

2007-05-18T23:12:00.001+08:00

its hurts when ue just leave mii alone)):

2007-05-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

todae beri tired . shop e whole day . walk frm ps to isetan scott den to far east . far sia . legs so pain . but at least ii gt buy a few things so its worth it . hees . after shopping ard 8plus . went to eat LJS . hais . sians . alwys eat fried food . eat until scared . but too bad . my fren too BUDGET lers . wan eat cheap food . LOL . den after finish LJS . we went shoppin again . my frens so shopacholic . haas . arnd 10 plus . we went home . pei sharon take train to raffles place den mii take all e way to cck while von take to je . lols .

sians

2007-05-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

todae abit sians sia . work frm 2 - 7 . but late for 2 min nahs . T_T .

SOB SOB . alwys late den kanna tio scold by boss . LOL .

so fierce sia . dun dare to talk to him . haas .

arggh !! . ii dun wan to work at 2 lehs . need to rush den late must reduce pay .

so PITY . hais . work back to 12 at least late .

ii wont #%#%&*^%@!$^* .

LOL .

ii lorve ue

2007-05-11T17:33:00.001+08:00

I’ll be your dream , I'll be your wish , I’ll be your fantasy .

I’ll be your hope , I’ll be your love , be everything that you need .

I love you more with every breath , truly , madly , deeply do .

& i will be strong . I will be faithful ,

cause I’m counting on a new beginning a reason for loving you .

A deeper meaning .